Think About It....

(Like the banner? It doesn't really related to this blog as the request got mixed up, but i still like it)

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Everyday I can feel it. 

I feel her watching me make my choices, watching me interact. While she would be off 5 steps ahead of me without a care in the world, strutting confidently down the school hallways wearing the most amazing clothes, I would be standing there behind her thinking I'm insane.

But who is this girl, you might ask?

Sophia Harper.

Essentially, me, but not me. She's the Stardoll me. She's a girl that get's whatever she wants while keeping herself grounded. She is confident in any situation and can impress anyone easily. I feel sometimes that i am truly insane for seeing Sophia in the real world but i realized that after all these years of being with Sophia that it's not necessarily insane, she's just become a part of me. Sophia is the perfect me. The me I would want to be. She owns large amounts of Chanel, Dior, Burberry, Alexander McQueen (My one true love, along with Chanel), gosh even Betsey Johnson. She has it all, and all is what i want. 

It's really not an issue for me that i sometimes think 'What would Sophia do?'. 

It's just that I'm scared one day i wont be able to tell the difference between real life and Sophia's life. 

It's something that really matters to me. Keeping my internet life and my real life separate. That's why Sophia is here. I never use my real name online, well I do on sites that I interact with real people that I know but never on a site like Stardoll. I'm pretty big on internet safety stuff too for some strange reason. But Sophia has become a massive part of my recently, much more so than this time last year. It's not just Stardoll that has become a bigger part of my life, its the internet as a whole.

So, I've decided I'm taking a break. In 2 days time I will be leaving Stardoll, everything, to go extend my studies full time for 5 weeks. Yep, I'm leaving for 5 weeks. I know I've just started here and it's regrettable that it worked out like this, but I have to go do this. I'm pretty excited, but don't fear, you will hear from me in those 5 weeks, I'm going to set up some posts that will post automatically hopefully.


But for now, this is kind of goodbye. I wish I could have gotten to know you all first, but now we have more to look forward to when i get back!


I would sign this post with Sophia Harper, but lets just leave it as Superstar4eva12, thats more me.


Superstar4eva12 xoxo